It strikes when I am staring at the task for an hour or more and still have no idea how to even start. Because everything seems so impossible to finish and even create. It makes me question if my choice of school was the right one. I mean... half of the stuff is connected with marketing and economy. I find these subjects to be very abstract to me. I have no idea. Seriously. They are to me the same like books are for an anaplhabet. Something, well, interesting, but not understandable.
Oh the self-doubting moments. How I hate you. How I hate that you make one huge hell from my life and my dreams.
Here, have them. I'll watch how you destroy them all. Slowly, steadily, precisely. Thank you very much.