I'm like.. meh. All around.
Hardly any sleep, some doubts, then hopes, then meeting a "friend" who threw me under the bus (rhetorically) 2 years ago and now that friend behaved like we haven't seen each other for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages and the we must go somewhere soooooon because she missed me sooooo much (when she never had any intention to pivk up the phone and call me and stuff) yeah yeah yeah.
And still some doubts.
I shall most possibly hide inside my shell and wait there until the very end of time.