Well, with October at the very end, I am full of memories and a bit of sadness.
Don't know if it's the season's fault, but I feel somehow tired, dying, sad, emotional and without mood and hope.
It's a strange feeling, not knowing what you want to do and that everyone around you seems more happier than you are. The feeling you are losing someone you love and that you don't want to let this certain someone go...
Why is that?
November, here I am, please be nice and calm, without the lovely up'n'downs as this October was. I think I wouldn't stand it anymore.
Or then I just need to STFU and get a life (: