I'm totally dead in the matter of knowledge and some creative writing. Having holidays for 4 months is just too much for me and you can easily tell, that I wasn't doing anything that would take my energy away. Then I'm wondering I have problems with sleeping and so...
I'm constantly fighting with myself. My Adventure Me with my Financial Me; me Creative Me with my Dead-end Me; my Loving me with my Introverted Me. Wars that will be on the schedule for quite a long time with an unknown result.
My inspiration is just on the frozen point. Complete frozen point.
I WRITE NIHIL
I PHOTOGRAPH NIHIL
I CREATE NIHIL
and all is relative as our thoughts and lives and the meaning of all of us.
I'm going mad from all these things and it is nicely seen in this empty and pointless entry. Just for you to say "my god I'm glad I'm not in this girl's skin, she must have shitloads of issues.." Well, then.
I don't know myself, I need to sort out my thoughts. Anyone has any tip, or a know-how? I'll be happy for anything, but the result is in the darkness of the future.